Since the last time I have written for this blog time has seemed to be in fast forward. The summer was packed full with exciting, exhausting, painful and beautiful moments, all of which I would like to have recorded. My past attempts to paint a picture of my life here seem now to capture a clumsy sketch of the Technicolor, 3-D, heart-wrenching comedy that it is. Once in a while I catch a glimpse of myself that portrays just how much I’ve changed and connected…
…slouching in a plastic chair outside Soledad’s house eating kenepa (limoncillo) and chatting while in other patches of shade hair is braided, clothes are washed in buckets, children jump ropes made of rags tied together, motorcycles are wiped down, and goats eat plantain peels…
…my accent as I shoo children from mischief in the school: “pa’fuera to’s, ahora mi’mo”…
…walking through the rocky streets of the village with their competing soundtracks: twangy bachatas booming from the “big” colmado, Haitian music I cannot yet classify, full volume Christian pop, dembows and reggaeton on cell phone speakers, an occasional salsa or Omega’s deep voiced merengue caliente…
…picking my way through the same streets after a rain, expertly avoiding the muddy majority of the street, carrying a bowl of portioned out food sheltered by a plate, greeting people outside their houses with singsong versions of their names…
…stopping at the turn off from the highway to help ferry a woman I have never seen and her enormous sack of avocados, oil gallon of water, a box of who-knows-what, somehow balancing it all on my motor until I can drop it at the house in the batey I've been instructed to…
…peeling green plantains to fry or boil or puree…
…sitting in semi-darkness of the house of Jilda’s family (who I have adopted even though she returned to Haiti in July) following the kreyol conversation of cane workers and even joining in at times in my halting but understandable aysien…
…waiting for in the hot sun at the bus stop in Barahona, waiving as various Hoyeros and Bombiteros pass me 3 to a motorcycle and chatting with those who have not yet found a bola or free ride, until I can wedge myself into a rusty van with 18 others not including the cobrador who stands outside the open sliding door signing to potential passengers standing on the side of the road…
….having to translate from thoughts in Spanish as I compose this…